Blues isnin

At times, i feel like making a u turn, to my previous previous job. When i do, i need to console myself that life isn't all about money but...most everything needs money! Pfft! Thought of forming my own business but ade orang tak supportive pulok. Haish! Rasa taknak duduk kat klang valley dah. 

Morning blues punye pasal. 

Wedding

Kalau kaya, boleh buat wedding canggih2. Macam my friend. It was a beautiful wedding. Pelamin so wangi with fresh roses and ape bunge ntah lagi satu. Nangis tengok pelamin dia. Agak2 cover tak loan keta I setahun? Ke lebih?

Tu dia bak hang! Tengok gambar pon nampak pelamin syurga tu! Hahaha.

Tu je pos ni. Tiba tiba rasa nak pos gambar budak mrsmbp.

Does it changed you?

Numbers of my friend were asking the question. It is. Zafreen changed my life. Yes, life a bit ketat after having him in terms of budget, time, etc. But hey, look, i'm not complaining but i'm proud and feel bless cuz i've got the chance to have a son. Which not everyone dapat merasa anak sendiri. Alhamdulillah, Allah loan Zafreen to me, to us. 

Bila dah ada zafreen....

i'm a bit more concious of my spending. Bukan macam dulu. Main belasah je beli baju. 

Semakin menghargai my mom. Bukan nak kata before this tak menghargai but, semakin menghargai. Fahamlah kot kan? Hehehe.

Bila ada berita pasal kanak2, hati cepat touching.

Semakin mengembang. Makan sungguh banyak.

Semakin serious tentang masa depan.

Lebih banyak berfikir and buat lebih banyak 'if' plan. Yelah, tak tahu sempat ke tak nak tengok zafreen pegi sekolah then university. By then mesti dah banyak belanje. If anything happen to any of us, at least i left something for him (we love you so much zafreen!---jerit histeria---)

Lagi suka duduk rumah when weekend strikes.

Selalu balik kerja cepat (on time tau!) ---yang ni bos complain tapi i dont really care. Aku dtg awal, balik awal. Kerja siap. Lalalalalala.

Banyak lagi kot if nak list down but that's for now.  

Zafreen came when we least expecting him. When we weren't really prepared but i'm more than please to have him. You complete mama & papa's life sayang. Xoxoxoxoxoxo! 

Sape nak tanya lagi soalan?

Ye, anak aku bambam. Nak tengok? Nah!