Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Caught in between

I'm supposed to be at Malaysia Airlines Academy at this hour but, what am i doing now??!! Well, sad to say that i had to let go the offer from MAS. It wasnt my destiny i guess. I had to choose, between my pay in my current airlines or the new-found-job. My pay being hold by SIA ever since i tendered my resignation. Until i surrender my crew pass and other necessary things, they will hold onto it, tightly. *sigh*

I did ask the HR of MAS. Instead of negotiating, end up, i got scolded. Kenapa????!!!! As to ease my broken heart, i told myself "if they cant be considerate and so rude towards u even when u weren't their employee, imagine how would it be if u are their employee? Will they be tolerate or concern of ur problem?" Hmmm...a few of my friend agreed with the move that i took. Takpe kan, rezeki Allah tu ada dimana2. Berusaha, insyaAllah adelah rezeki tu.

Then again, i received an email. Interview for MBA. Aaaaaaaa!! I'm caught in between, again! It will be tomorrow, and tomorrow i need to return my crew pass and other stuff to my company! Oh, pls don't tell me i have no more chance... :(
I'm so depress now. Need a big hug. *sobs*

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Mencari berkat dalam sesuap nasi

Tajuk post tak nak berat pulak kan? Huhu. Berkat ni bukan kita yang nilai. Semuanya kat akhirat nanti kita tau. A friend of mine told me that rezeki yang diberkati ni tak selalunya semewah rezeki yang tak diberkati. Tapi siapa kita nak nilai semua tu? Maybe people might say, keje i as a stewardess, rezeki tak diberkati and tak wajib pon bayar zakat dengan pendapatan tu. tapi, niat i keje ikhlas. Bayar zakat pendapatan pon ikhlas. Berkat atau tak, itu saya serahkan kat Allah SWT sebab dia maha mengetahui.

I've been offered by MAlaysia Airlines, to be their stewardess. Again, a friend of mine masih berkias2 in her words. Dalam berkias tu, i faham lah apa yang cuba disampaikan. She's trying to say, my rezeki is not berkat. Haish.. Susah kan? I taknak jadi isteri yang duduk kat rumah, mintak duit dari suami je. I nak jadi isteri yang boleh ringankan beban suami. Huhu.

Kalau ada sape2 yang bijaksana terbaca post saya ni, maybe can share how could we find a berkat in our job?