Panggilan Ilahi

This song was written by my sister in law's cousin. She has been fighting breast cancer for years. And as yesterday, she's back to her creator, ALLAH SWT. Innalillah~~

Firman-Nya : قُلْ إِنَّ صَلاَتِي وَنُسُكِي وَمَحْيَايَ وَمَمَاتِي لِلّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ Yang Bermaksud : “Katakanlah: Sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidup dan matiku hanyalah untuk Allah, Tuhan semesta alam.” (Al-An’am : 162) 

I can't help myself from thinking about death lately. I dunno why but with those news on someone's death make me think, what if there is no tomorrow for me. Have i prepared for it? I dun think that I'm prepared enough for it. I did my role as daughter and God's servant but i dunno how well i did. If we went for interview, we knew that we didn't do well during interview when the employee rejected us then we'll know how to improve and prepare ourselves for next interview but, with Allah, there will only be 1 interview, and if we are not well prepare, there's no more chance for us to improve. Only pray from the living and our good deeds will help. 

I envy people who died because of disease. That person knows that he/she will be gone soon and can prepare themselves for that. Allah give them the reminder of their death and lovers around i believe they can prepare themselves with the lost later on but for those whose gone in a flash, things will be harder for the left one. *sigh* . Death will come no matter what. Nothing can come in between even health.

I always pray to Almighty that, I will have the chance to have a loving husband and kids before i return to Him. I dunno when is my turn but I do hope, Allah gives me a reminder of my death. I read few blogs that mention about the hints before we die but there's no such things said in the al-Quran (refer from here: http://ilmudanulamak.blogspot.com/2010/06/tanda-tanda-kematian.html). So, what can we do, beramal seolah - olah kita akan mati esok hari.

A little renungan on death...

Renungan tentang kematian 
(from: http://diriw.wordpress.com/2009/02/25/renungan-tentang-kematian/)

Apabila bercerailah nyawa dari badan maka terdengarlah seruan dari langit tiga kali:

• Hai anak Adam, adakah engkau tinggal dunia atau dunia tinggalkan engkau?

• Hai anak Adam, adakah engkau himpun dunia atau dunia himpunkan engkau?

• Hai anak Adam, adakah engkau bunuh dunia atau dunia bunuhkan engkau?

Apabila dihantar ke tempat mandi berserulah suara dari langit tiga kali:

• Hai anak Adam, di manakah badan engkau yang kuat mengapa jadi lemah?

• Hai anak Adam, di manakah lidah engkau yang pitah bercakap mengapa diam?

• hai anak adam di manakah kekasih engkau mengapakah jadi mulia rakan engkau?

Apabila dibawa ke atas kain kapan maka menerjah suara dari langit tiga kali:

• Hai anak Adam, engkau herjalan kepada perjalan yang jauh dengan tidak berbekal?

• Hai anak Adam, engkau keluar dari rumah tiada akan engkau kembali selama-lamanya?

• Hai anak Adam, engkau tinggal segala kenderaan maka tiada engkau kenderai selama-lamanya? dan engkau berpindah kepada negeri yang huru hara!

Apabila manyat dibawa di atas perusung (keranda) maka menyerulah suara dari langit tiga kali:

• Hai anak Adam amat beruntunglah (bahagialah) kamu jika kamu menjadi seorang yang bertaubat.

• Hai anak Adam amat beruntunglah (bahagialah) kamu jika amal mu baik.

• Hai anak Adam amat beruntuglah (bahagialah) kamu jika sahabat mu dalam keredaan Allah – dan amat rugilah (celakalah) kamu jika sahabat mu orang yang dimurkai Allah.

Apabila mayat diletakkan untuk disembahyangkan maka menyerulah suara dari langit tiga kali:

• Wahai anak Adam segala amal mu yang telah kamu lakukan akan kamu lihat.

• Wahai anak Adam, jika amal mu itu baik kamu akan lihat baik.

• Wahai anak Adam, jika amal mu itu buruk maka kamu kan lihat buruk.

Imam Annas bin Malik Radziyallah Anhu berkata, bahawa bumi setiap hari berkata:

• Wahai anak Adam, kamu berjalan di atas ku, kamu akan kembali ke dalam perut ku (kubur).

• Hai anak Adam, kamu berbuat maksiat dan dosa di atas ku, dan kamu akan disiksa di dalam perut ku (kubur).

• Kamu bergurau di atas ku, dan kamu akan menangis di dalam perut ku (kubur).

Wallahualam

white horse oOo white horse...

Kuda putih oooo luda putih! Every month i have to spend money on u. I'm loyal to you since I've my driving licence (which is 6 years ago) but why did u do this to me...??? *tsk..tsk..*

Broadband Trail Flag Off

I'd to attend the Broadband Trail Flag Off yesterday which was held at SKMM (Suruhanjaya Komunikasi dan Multimedia Malaysia) in Cyberjaya. I had to since I'm part of the committee. If it's not because of work, I might not attend it. ;p

 my big boss : Dato' Seri Utama Dr. Rais Yatim is giving out his magical words.

  

DATO` SERI UTAMA DR. RAIS YATIM is the one who had done the flag off. While waiting for the guest, my eyes caught something. Oh! It's Jehan Miskin. : D. I'm not his fan actually but hey, he's not bad oke. Then, follow by Nurul (ex-ajai). I'd really no idea that they will come to this event. But, i think it's kinda weird. If I bumped into any artist in OU, The Curve or anywhere, i didnt bother to take picture with them but in this event, i was excited! LOL. Haha to myself.

 Ice breaking between Dato' Seri Utama Dr. Rais Yatim and BB Icon.

Hey, add me in FB. Search for "IKON BB" ya!

 Maybe this was because of my friend. Haha. She kinda chasing for the artists for the best shot but she didnt have the guts to say hye and ask them for the picture. Geram pulak tgk my friend ni so with confident, i greet Atelia and asked her to take picture. I want my picture with them but unfortunately, all my friends start gather! Arghhhhh!!! Tadi malu2. Bile I asked Atilia, baru nak terhegeh2. Lain kali cakap sendiri oke. Huh! (Marah sebab me in the picture jadi cam tersepit. huhu). *GEraM..GerAm*. 

With artists. See, i was cramped in between! *^&%$#*^&$

BB Icon with them

 If u see them, catch them and take the goodies bag.hehe.

I rushed back to the office at 12 noon. Wah! Malaysia is sooooooooooooo hot la. huhuhu~. Settle one event. But still, i've got a lots more to come. Haish...boleh x,kalau xnak keje,dok uma tapi dapat duit? ;p

short kl break

Ever i mention that i do love vacation veeeeeeeeery much?? Well, if i wasn't, now u noe that i do love vacation very much. My dream since i was a kid is; i wanna go around the world. hehe. but, i noe that sounds impossible unless some one donated a millions dollar to me. hehehe.who wants to do so, hands up please! ;p. Enjoy the picture during my recent vacation in Port Dickson. Call this as, hunting for the sunset.

at the beach; tanjung tuan.

Pose perasaan hot. ;P

Far away is Ilham. Nice hotel. ;)

trying to jump as high as possible but i just can't. :'(

Give a way for the sunset. beautiful isn't it?

p/s: take a short break if u are really tension with ur double boss but make sure u don't spend too much or else u will end up not only tension with double boss but tension with the nipisness of the wallet too. ;p