Caught in between

I'm supposed to be at Malaysia Airlines Academy at this hour but, what am i doing now??!! Well, sad to say that i had to let go the offer from MAS. It wasnt my destiny i guess. I had to choose, between my pay in my current airlines or the new-found-job. My pay being hold by SIA ever since i tendered my resignation. Until i surrender my crew pass and other necessary things, they will hold onto it, tightly. *sigh*

I did ask the HR of MAS. Instead of negotiating, end up, i got scolded. Kenapa????!!!! As to ease my broken heart, i told myself "if they cant be considerate and so rude towards u even when u weren't their employee, imagine how would it be if u are their employee? Will they be tolerate or concern of ur problem?" Hmmm...a few of my friend agreed with the move that i took. Takpe kan, rezeki Allah tu ada dimana2. Berusaha, insyaAllah adelah rezeki tu.

Then again, i received an email. Interview for MBA. Aaaaaaaa!! I'm caught in between, again! It will be tomorrow, and tomorrow i need to return my crew pass and other stuff to my company! Oh, pls don't tell me i have no more chance... :(
I'm so depress now. Need a big hug. *sobs*

Mencari berkat dalam sesuap nasi

Tajuk post tak nak berat pulak kan? Huhu. Berkat ni bukan kita yang nilai. Semuanya kat akhirat nanti kita tau. A friend of mine told me that rezeki yang diberkati ni tak selalunya semewah rezeki yang tak diberkati. Tapi siapa kita nak nilai semua tu? Maybe people might say, keje i as a stewardess, rezeki tak diberkati and tak wajib pon bayar zakat dengan pendapatan tu. tapi, niat i keje ikhlas. Bayar zakat pendapatan pon ikhlas. Berkat atau tak, itu saya serahkan kat Allah SWT sebab dia maha mengetahui.

I've been offered by MAlaysia Airlines, to be their stewardess. Again, a friend of mine masih berkias2 in her words. Dalam berkias tu, i faham lah apa yang cuba disampaikan. She's trying to say, my rezeki is not berkat. Haish.. Susah kan? I taknak jadi isteri yang duduk kat rumah, mintak duit dari suami je. I nak jadi isteri yang boleh ringankan beban suami. Huhu.

Kalau ada sape2 yang bijaksana terbaca post saya ni, maybe can share how could we find a berkat in our job?

Jom kahwin!

I missed a looooooots of wedding in December and January. Tapi paling terkilan tak dapat pergi my bestfriend punya wedding back in December. Nak tuka flight but my the quota has finished. Sorry tau Puan Liana Jamin (dia tak baca pon blog ni)
:(

Everytime i jumpa my friend yang dah lama tak jumpa, confirm they'll ask "best tak kahwin?". Gila kata tak best?! Best kot! Kenapa saya kata best? Sebab we like having a best of bestfriend for a lifetime! Kalau susah, sama2 susah.kan? Kalau senang, senang sorang2. Eh eh, tak, senang pon sama2. Apelagi eh? Rasa2 cam no words can describe. So, nak tau best ke tak best, jom kahwin! Hehe.

post post (boleh?) lol!
U might think that nak kahwin susah. But, once u dah ada niat, insyaAllah, Allah swr we'll make things easy for u. Fikir positif je.

I need a new job!

"i pegi interview for malaysia airlines" and everybody was like "WHAT??!!!" Ape what2? If u could give me a better job than stewardess, cepat lah bagi! It's not that i hate to become a stewardess but i just wanna be home... :'(

I went for few interview for the post of lanscape architect. Tp bila sit down depan si interviewer tu, boleh dia kata "oh, awak ni stewardess. Ur experience in landscape architecture is not that much. Bla bla bla...". Ewah, kalau i dah datang baru nak view resume, sangatlah xprofessional wahai employer. I was soooo annoyed with this kind of people. Buang masa je tau. Masa kau pon terbuang jugak kan. If u think my experience isn't that much as u expected, pls, don't ask me to come for the interview. I have a loooooots of things to do during my off day. Rasa macam dah give up mencari kerja di bumi malaysia mi tapi i really have to.

IF i'm successful in malaysia airlines interview, do u think i should go?there'll be another 2 years bond... :(

Happy 2013!

It's 2013 uolss! Well, i dont really fancy new year cuz the day after tomorrow of it, there'll be an adding to my age. Blergh! Anyway, age doesnt really matter but what have i achieve is matter. At the brink of 27, i'm still a stewardess (if i could turn back the time, i wont accept the offer). But hey, look at the bright side. With that income, i could afford my wedding, having our very own apartment very soon and own a car! And to have some saving for the future.


If u think u havent achieve much in ur life, remember that it's always not to late to start. Kan kan? Me and my sister is planning to do some business. I shall share it here soon. :D

2013, let's have a great time together!

p/s : wish that Allah will bless us with kids this year. Amin...

He bought this for me! :) . Say hi to me if u see me on the road. Hehe