Bercinta Sampai Syurga (love till heaven)

Hmm...nice topic i think (tak malu angkat bakul, masuk sendiri. eh, kinda weird. HAHA). Actually, it's a title of a book which currently being read by me. It's not a romance novel ya! Don't judge a book by it's title tau. hehe. This book is a motivational book. I bought it like a month ago with my mom. I was accidentally stop in front of a book stall then i look at the title, kinda interesting. I would really love to have my love till heaven (insyaAllah) so, maybe by motivated myself by reading this book may lead my way there. *motivate sangatlah tu. Baca pon xabes2. haha*

What does it content? It content a lot of reality. I love the way the author discussing the topic. It stimulated my brain to think the other way rather than to think the conventional way. I haven't finish reading it, but there is one topic that attracts me...which is Kamu Sentiasa Layak Diuji ( You are always eligible to be tested). The author was right. Whenever Allah tested us, we always goes like "why me, why not others?" but don't we realize that we belongs to Allah. We are servant. A status that makes us eligible to be tested.

Everything happen for a reasons. An end is always a beginning. Just remember, when Allah test us, it means, He loves us, and He's talking to us. Remind us that we have gone away from the correct path.

"Kita sentiasa layak diuji...

kerana kita adalah HAMBA"

I'm Engaged!

I have change my status since 25th December 2010. What a great finish of 2010 i believe. ^^

Since i've become somebody's fiance ni (actually i dun really feel a great change in our status.hihi), a lot i've to slowly change. Trying to be more respect to my fiance in preparation of our next status change which insyaAllah will be on 11 day before our 9th anniversary. Nak tahu bile? cari sendiri la my anniversary date. :p

Wanna see my engagement's picture(s)? Xnak? Xnak xpe, i still nak shows off jugak! wekk!

my beloved mom! :*

my mother in law..eh, belum lagi la.hihi

my family
his family
stars~
owh, best friend saya punya pic xde dalam laptop. harap bestfriend2 saya faham ye. huhu.

frens of him

the girlfriends
lastly, me and him
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and the rings~hehe

People always said that being engaged is the toughest one. Why? Erm, my personal point of view, it's not exactly being engaged that made it so. It is because.....

1. Preparation of the wedding

There are a lot of things to be thinking of prior to the big day. eg; catering, reception date, honeymoon (oops.haha), the solemnization ceremony etc. As for me and my fiance, we had a little quarrel on the theme color and venue. Since we'll be joining our reception in which, only one reception (normally, in malay wedding, 2 reception will be hold), so, we need to choose the color that both of us could agree on. The venue, we had list down few of it but then, end up only one place that available. huhuhu. *nanges*. Almost like everytime we talked about it, the conversation will goes to arguments. haish..Sampai rase malas nak kahwin sebab asyik gaduh over this thing. haha. But, we solve it,because we could tolerate with each other opinions (yeke sayang? :P). As conclusion for this; we have to tolerate with our other half. Barulah bahagia. ^^

2. The mind set

Some couple have set in their mind that "engage = trouble = brittle relationship". The relationship's fundamental has been set to negative thing. When we think of something negatives, results we'll be negative. Kan? Cuba fikir the positive things. "engage = more loving = more durable relationship". Isn't it sounds better? So, throw that negative thought! 

Erm, those two reasons je that I could think right now. :p. If you all have ur own opinion, please share it ya! :)

Okelah, i think i should stop now. hihi.

Thanks for reading. :)

Daaaaaa~~~

Welcome 2011!

It is day 18 in 2011. Not to late to wish a very happy new year kan?hhehe. I was in bed during new years eve, hibernate myself for my Auckland flight on next day very morning. :) . Oh, I am already an operating crew now! hehe.

Wah...it's been like 4 months i didn't update my blog! I admit that i've been busy for past few months. Training, flight, study and more! Yea, yea, I know that you are eager to know what are the new environment that i went through rite now aite *cough*. What to update eh? Oh ya, bout the new life and new job of course. ngee~
SINGAPORE. Here I am. Yea, SG is quite a good place to stay. They have good public transportation system (but of course not perfect), lots of food and lots of shopping mall but, few sightseeing places to go since their size is too small but i bet a lot of activity can be done here. :D. Come, visit Singapore now! (promote negara orang la plak. haha). Erm, one more, sometimes when go to buy from a stall, they will speak chinese with you. Dun be perasan that u have that chinese look but, it was them, who can't speak english because they are from Mainland China. :)So far, I've been to few parts of SG such as Sentosa Island, erm, airport, errr.....woodlands, orchard,bugis, arab street...errr....that's all. Seems like i haven't enjoy the island yet! haha. I always go back to Malaysia. Hehehe. Oke, enuff of SG.*TITIK*
TRAINING. oh yea! Sooooooooo penat oke the training. Quite tough but sometimes it was fun. :) . We pledge n sing the company song every morning. eh, it is for real ? yea, u read it right! EVERY MORNING! huargh...sometimes the song will linger on my mind when i do my shopping, on the bus or even during bath. Pathetic? No, I love my company. Mwah! And i was officially finish my training on 29th Dec 2010. The last batch that graduate in year 2010. :D

All the best to all my batchmates. Together we SOAR!
FLYING. I enjoyed every minute of it! There are thousands of reason why people chose to fly even though they have first class degree or even they studied overseas before. This job has a huge magnetic power! I must admit that flight attendant is the most amazing job! Just imagine, u will be like, holiday throughout the year and most importantly, it's free and paid for! :D

But, people always throw negative impression towards air stewardess (loves by boyfriend but not his mum.haha). Well, from my point of view, it really depends on a person. We were given brain to think, heart to felt and combination of both to make decision. So, if we know how to differentiate between good and bad, we might not go astray. Who agree with me? Eye brow up please. hehe.

Anyway, i think it's enuff for now kot. I have flight tomorrow to Denpasar ( Bali ) but sadly, it's not a nightstop. Just turn around. T.T
Enjoy these few picture of mine while I was in Auckland (it was my first solo!).

the whole set of crew having lunch at the hotel

With the senior crew . :)
Me, Natalia and Adam


With a nice couple in Waiheke Island. They brought us around Waiheke. Thank you very much!

Sunset in Waiheke Island

tough but small

I may look tough but inside, i have a very small heart. When someone scold me, i'll cry easily. Owhohoho.. i hate that but i just can't hold it. Especially, if the person who scold me is someone that i really2 love like my family or friends. Who like to get scolded but...hmmm... I remember when i was in primary school. My late father will scold me if i'm late or anything that goes wrong. End up, I'd gone to school, CRYING. Hahahha. I never bother whomever looked at me while I'm waiting for school bus. kEkeke... Kinda spoilt but that's just me....which easily merajuk. Hehehe.

Sometimes, i say a thing without thinking. And that makes some people angry with me. But, i just say it. I didn't mean it. I'll get scolded because of my words. :P

Eh, tomorrow is Hari Raya la... i've lost count of the years my family celebrate Eid without my father. I miss u dad.. i really do....I always think of, how my life would be if u r still around? i think i got no bf since i would rather spend my time with my dad. :)

And, i'm kinda sad because Ramadhan is leaving. I dunno whether i could see Ramadhan next year. :( Dear Allah, let us meet again next year. Amin~~

Dear my beloved friends, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri... Sorry for everything that i've done wrongly... maybe i buli u, but u dun like it, or i borrow something from u that i never return or maybe i badmouthing about u....banyak lagila kot kalau nak list down every single thing but what does matter, the forgiveness....

Drive carefully...and, jangan makan banyak2. I know rendang, masak lodeh, and other meals during hari raya is sooooooooo tempting but, remember, u wanna use ur body for much longer time. So, just be careful. Owh, i lost about 2.2kg during this Ramadhan. Yeay!!

My Lucky Day ( Part II ) ---- Thank You Singapore Airlines!

I know, i promised to tell the story on Monday but something came up so, i just can't tell u what's the luckiest thing happened to me last Saturday. =) . So today I'm very determine to finish up the story. hehehe.

Oke, first, i would like to slap my self (again) because i really can't believe that it's happening to me. hahaha.

Ever heard of Singapore Girls?? How beautiful and elegant they are?? I believe they are the most identifiable  air hostess. Well, well, i'll join them soon! yehaa! but before i can join them, 2 things should be oke. *please pray that everything will be oke*

1. My medical check up

2. My S pass (a pass to work in Singapore)

Looking great, isn't she?
*picture credit to google*

How was the lucky day start?? Anyway, it is my dream to become a air stewardess one day. I've tried for MAS; twice got into final round but the result still "ur application was unsuccessful". I was like going to gave up the job oredi but then suddenly a friend encourage me to have a try in Singapore Airline's interview which will be held on 21st August. I was at 1st hesitate to go but then, syafeeq told me that "why not give it a try. Maybe it's ur rezeki..." . So, with full of spirit n encouragement from people around me, i finally arrived at Park Royal Hotel at 845am. Honestly, i didnt expect this would be a place that will witness a dream that come true. :D

Should i tell the details on how the interview process was?? I should? are u serious? oke2, i will..hehe.

1st round: It was 2 to 10 interview. Oh, ofkos its 2 panels and 10 candidates. I'm dead la if it was vice versa. hhohoho. They asked us to tell a simple thing about ourselves and tell them A NEW DESTINATION that SIA should fly to and why. Note that NEW word. There are some candidates gave a destination already in SIA destination. Doesn't they understand  the question? Hm...i think maybe that's the reason why are they not selected. So, only 5 (if i'm not mistaken) was selected to next round.

2nd round: Documents, height and weight check. I passed it all! height to be:158cm. Then, i was called for skin check. They check my forehead, skin, hands and the way i walk. I just chin up, and walk. Rite after skin check, they will still eliminate people. In this round, they didn't check my leg. The lady asked me whether i have any visible tattoos. So, girls and guys, dun u ever dare to tag a tattoo on ur skin if u wanna be an air stewardess/steward. =)

3rd round: Game round. In group of 8, we were split into 2groups. The game  we played was "memory game". There are about 24 UNO cards place on the table. And we have to flip that card, find 4 match. The 1st group got 4 pairs, win. I dunno what's the purpose but i think there'll be mark given during this round and wanted to see how well we can work in group. hmp..anyway, my group lost in the game. hahaha! blame that girl who flip the cards slowly. ;p

4rd round: 1 to 1 interview. It's only a simple interview asking a lil bit about myself and asked me to read a passage. Oh no, 2 passages actually. Then, the panel asked me to solve a situation based on the passages that i've read. Only a simple situation.The purpose maybe; to see how strong ur teamwork is and u deal with passengers on board. My situation was; a lady wanted to use the lavatory but it's dirty. By that time, u're going to serve drinks to passenger. How would u solve the situation? ----tips: try to have as much team spirit inside u, and u'll find that this situation is really simple. =)

5th round: Kebaya fitting. Yeay! this is the most interesting part. Love it. I"ve made a few friends during the interview. We tried the kebaya together and took our picture in that kebaya. hehehe.During this session, we were given 5min to fit into SIA's uniform and back to her. She checked my forehead, hands (until elbow), my back (to see any visible scars or tattoos), and my both leg until knee. I dunno whether there will still have elimination during this session since none in my group fail. =) . Believe me, it's very exciting to fit in that Singapore Girls' Kebaya. ehehehe. ;)

6th round: The FINAL round. We were grouped into 4. Inside there, just a simple question and a session like debate. My group, we have topic : which one is better; health or money?  We were split into two. Me n Kitt (she's a new friend that went into all round together with me) have to give out points on money. There was some passage reading too. The final interview with management flow goes like this:

1. Introduce your friend who sit next to you (so, loose ur mouth to chit chat with the rest of ur group while waiting to be call into the room). Luckily, i was with Kit which I knew her from the very 1st round.

2. Debate
3. Reading a passage.

After 10 - 15 minutes, we finished the final round and wait outside for the result.

After 5minutes waiting,SIA's representative standing in front of us with papers in his hand.

" I will call the unsuccessful candidate only...Mr A, sorry, but u r not selected. Three of you, congratulation! U may wait inside for the briefing on bond and employment". As soon as i hear the CONGRATULATION word, i was like "oh my! I got in!". My heart bumping and my feet was not step on the ground anymore! I love u Singapore Airlines. They inform me on the same day and the best part is, they finished up the interview just in a day. Call it my terrifically LUCKY day! 

A tips for those u wanna try out next time: Put ur smile all the way even when u read the passage. ;)

 yeay!

*picture from google*

I was then, step into a room where, the bonding briefing held and filling up necessary form. All things finished at 430pm. I stepped out from Royal Park with my big smile. ^^

I was asked to start my duty on 28th September 2010 and will depart from KL to SG on 21st September 2010. Well, honestly, I'm kinda worried to start a new life in SG. I have nobody there.huhu. My  family wont be there...my syafeeq too...if i fall sick, who will take care of me. If i have problems, who may lend a shoulder for me to cry on. Huhuhuhu~~

Anyone can gimme a tips on how to start a new life there. Pls help me...

BTW, thanks to everybody who support me...mwah!

p/s: sayang, i know u want me to go. I know, u know how bad i want this job but i just couldn't bear to be apart from u... T___T

Another Lost

My beloved grandma passed away on Monday. I'm surprise but i accepted it. It's the best 4 her. She may rest in peace. She didn't suffer any serious illness but she always fell sick. She always caught in fever. My uncle just brought her to his house in Shah Alam for a day, then, on Monday, she fell down and gone. al - Fatihah~

I love u granny. May ur soul rest in peace. U'll always be in our heart.

My Lucky day!!

Yesterday was my lucky day.Was extremely extravaganza happy yesterday. Why?? Stay tune for the full story tomorrow (cewah, like people wants to know. haha).

Lagenda Budak Setan

I watched this film on the released day. Tickets has been brought by Padi. Thank u soooooooo much. Movie started at 9.20pm. Whoah...i noe, it's too late for a weekdays show since i have to work on the next day. But being among the 1st to watch the movie is really exciting. ^^

This movie was adapted from a very popular (was it??haha) novel back then in .... oh, i dun have any idea when, hehe. The author is Ahadiat Akashah. I rated the movie 6/10. I think, they should make the movie in two parts rather than pack those scene in 1 film. But, no worries, they are now on TV!They turn the novel into TV series. Yeay! Starting tonite, i cant wait to watch it. hope they wont turn my exitement. =)

Watch it on Prima @ 10.00 pm today. ^^

Tuesday

What is so special about today?? Nothing. Just the last day (maybe) for Syaaban. Tomorrow, all muslims will start fasting. Hopefully, my nights will fill with lots of good deed. InsyaALLAH. Thank you God for giving me another chance to celebrate the month of Ramadhan; month with blessing.=)

HAPPY RAMADHAN MY DEAR FRIENDS

Yesterday was a quite pissed off day! Recently, I'd to attend a lots of meeting. Oh why?? I hate meeting. The only thing i like about meeting is:FREE FOOD. hehehehe. And yesterday, there is a meeting will be held in Cyberjaya. Well, that's far! I asked my colleague whether i should go or not since I've many things to be done for the next day's meeting. He told me that, it's compulsory for me to go. No excuse. Huh! After the meeting:

me: Kenny, i think I shouldn't be here for the meeting. I didn't contribute anything than being sleepy in there.

Kenny: Haha, i was purposely said that it is compulsory. It wasn't actually. Hahahahahaha~

WHAT!!!!!!????!!!!!!!!!! WTF! U asked me to come all the way from KL to here for nothing. *&#%^%!%&@%!

p/s: I gave him nickname kenny because he likes to asked for Kenny Rogers after done something for me like, taking papers for me. wth?

 

I hate to go there! I dunno how to get out from there to home. huhuhuhu. it's oke... as saying goes "ada lori, ada bas, ada hari, boleh balas" . Cis!

Busy buzz

Oh, what a hectic week i've to go through. Starts from yesterday, the meeting never ends until the 1st day of Ramadhan. *sigh* . But hey, what i'm doing now??? updating my blog? hihihi. I've long list of work to be done.

Last week, i went for interviews. Unfortunately, i'm not selected for the next interview. My friend told me that i looked deep in frustration. Hey, who aren't aite if u really want something that u really2 want, which u really wanted it to be urs (ayat ape i merepek ni?lol), then suddenly it was taken over, u must be in really deep frustration. huhuhu~

Oh work, go away please.... i wanna have a rest for a month; at least.hehe. Approve x?